Education is important...said mum

"No its not, even if i dont get any good grades ill be a millionaire one day". That was my answer to my mum aged 15. Oh how wrong was i!. At 35 and only having diving instructor qualifications to my name i am now up shit creek without paddles to find a decent job. My chances in any interview with my record are zilch!. My only hope is to save my pathetic income to start my own business one day. Or as i am thinking begin to live the monk lifestyle and just be happy ignoring the false god of money. Education is importand VITALY IMPORTANT....

Chicken Kiev From Tesco

Cheap Chicken Kiev with garlic sauce from tesco is great appart from the fact that after buying it three times in a row it HAD NO F&*ing CHICKEN IN IT WHAT SO EVER!. Amazing how these companies rip us all off without restraint. next time i'm in the stoor ill steal something of the same price if they dont giove me my money back.

cane and Able and the Bounderies of violence

Fighting against religious extreemism is easier than most people think. Since most extreemists take scripture literally rather than in its abstract poetic metaphore sense the rules can be sold to them in their own mindset. Enter Cane and Able. Cane and able are of course shared by the three big religions. I dont know what judaism or christianity say about them but heres the islamic version from quran. It clearly sets out the bounderies for who can be killed and who cannot be killed. Not to mention the fact that it is a lesson on how to view the use of violence in general:

Surat Al-Ma'ida Verse 27 - 32

27. Recite to them the truth of the story of the two sons of Adam. Behold! they each presented a sacrifice (to Allah): It was accepted from one, but not from the other. Said the latter: "Be sure I will slay thee." "Surely," said the former, "(Allah) doth accept of the sacrifice of those who are righteous.
28. "If thou dost stretch thy hand against me, to slay me, it is not for me to stretch my hand against thee to slay thee: for I do fear Allah, the cherisher of the worlds.
29. "For me, I intend to let thee draw on thyself my sin as well as thine, for thou wilt be among the companions of the fire, and that is the reward of those who do wrong."
30. The (selfish) soul of the other led him to the murder of his brother: he murdered him, and became (himself) one of the lost ones.
31. Then Allah sent a raven, who scratched the ground, to show him how to hide the shame of his brother. "Woe is me!" said he; "Was I not even able to be as this raven, and to hide the shame of my brother?" then he became full of regrets.
32. On that account: We ordained for the nation of Israel that if anyone killed a person not in retaliation of murder, or (and) to spread mischief in the land - it would be as if he slew the whole people: and if any one saved a life, it would be as if he saved the life of the whole people. Then although there came to them Our apostles with clear signs, yet, even after that, many of them continued to commit excesses in the land.

London 2012 Olympics and false flag attack

No Thanks! Sport bores me and i would consider it more safe to do a skydive without a parachute than attend the olympic games in 2012. The games will be a prime target for nutters of every variety not to mention the security intelligence services who are likely dying to do anouther false flag 911 terror event. No doubt they will target london to encourage support for a war on Syria or Yemen just like they did with afganistan and iraq only this time everyone is expecting them to do a false flag judging by the many vids on youtube. The same neocon nutters are still on the loose and they did not suddenly dissapear and convert to buddism when obama came to power.

What action i should take to fix the world

BUGGER ALL! is the answer i have concluded. Now that i realise how complex philosophical questions are i can entertain the possibility that all i have concidered true up to now could in fact be total bullshit. If God is omnisipent he sure does not need my help to put the world strait. He has a plan to blow up the world anyway according to all three major religions so why would i want to involve myself in the conflict of religions and politics when i can do more good by focusing on building something up as apposed to pulling some scumbag politician down. In the end the world will always be full of scumbags to the last day of armageddon so why throw myself on the sacrificial alter when it wont make any difference or fix the worlds biggest problems? Its irational and life is better spent looking out for ones own self interests and doing what little good he can for people who deserve to be helped. Thats all God expects. I think maybe starting a food charity in africa or central asian forests might be an interesting project to start when i can afford it. Something small and simple and a comfortable pace of life with growing my own food in the forrest and maybe start a family one day. I simply dont want a fast paced life with my adhd and need to keep things simple to enjoy life.

The ruled and the ruled over

If Judaism is correct then it would mean that yes jews are permitted to exploit the goyim due to the fact that the goy are dumb as shit. Im not sure islam would disagree that there are billions of goy who are blind and morally bankrupt who deserve to get ripped off as a lesson t them. So why do i always hate the idea of a man ruling over anouther man? Is it a reflection of my frustration of being ruled over when i know i am suited to be a leader?

Religions two faced coin and Nieches Master Slave Ethics

having studied religion for years now i find myself comming to some unsettling realisations. THERE CAN ONLY BE TWO POSSIBLE ANSWERS TO THE MEANING OF LIFE. One of the options on the table is Islam which i have always had a strong affiliation to. The other is what i have always assumed to be the arch enemy of islam......Judaism. One of these religions is the correct one and the other is its polar opposite (evil). Whatever of these two religions you choose the opposite becomes evil in you perception. I have come to realise that evil can be spun into goog and good can be spun into looking like evil. From the judaism point of view it can be said that jews are the chosen people which is why God allows them to rule so much over the goyim. I find myself wondering weather the chosen race principle could in fact be true and relate to my long held belief that most people are muppets without analitical minds. Master/Slave philosophy on ethics from Nietche are strongly related to thic concept. There are two competing ideas..(master/Slave) ethics. Its not until you empathise with the position of the master you realise how property rights and libertarian ideas become dominant in the masters ethics and a hatred of redistributing the wealth becomes imoral. Are we living in a world where perception and truth are variable depending on your perception and point of view?. Such a hypothosis would possibly rule out a God existing at all. I now realise how shallow my theology education was and how perhaps i have focused too much on islam for personal reasons related to my psyche. Am i having a crisis of faith or just a new way of understanding religion? Could the arch enemy Judaism be the true religion of God? Could Freud be correct with his pschoanalasis theory or was he simply trying to corrupt society? I find myself in the posision where i must choose between two opposites...Judaism and Islam. If i choose Judaism it means my predudices towards zionist jews where a projection of my own qualities onto jews. At the same time i cant but disslike many jews for their abrasive nature whilst at the same time having to admit im as abrasive as they come. Ive always hated the fact that i see jewish qualitys in my charecture. Am i going through a 180 degree perception shift where jews become good and muslims become bad? Why the hell does God allow such tallented manipulators to rule? Is it because like myself they see objectivly? Does the outcome really justify the means in Gods eye? Do jews have the ability to shut off the christian ideal of self righteousness when it comes to methods of ruling? In other words: Are you prepared to go to hell to save the world and is this why god chooses the jews? Are ethics within the intention and the soul and not in the action as i have always thought? Where do i go from here? If Judaism is the truth then my hostility to zionism is simply a reflection of a fight in my sub concious. to finalise: From the position of Judaism Islam is understandably evil. And From the position Of Islam Judaism is understandably evil. Only one can be true and only one can be evil. I must choose which one is which knowing that one of the two is disguised as good but is evil. A hard choice indeed knowing that the consequense is hell if you pick the wrong one. Am i a master or am i a slave as frederiche nieche might say.