Religions two faced coin and Nieches Master Slave Ethics

having studied religion for years now i find myself comming to some unsettling realisations. THERE CAN ONLY BE TWO POSSIBLE ANSWERS TO THE MEANING OF LIFE. One of the options on the table is Islam which i have always had a strong affiliation to. The other is what i have always assumed to be the arch enemy of islam......Judaism. One of these religions is the correct one and the other is its polar opposite (evil). Whatever of these two religions you choose the opposite becomes evil in you perception. I have come to realise that evil can be spun into goog and good can be spun into looking like evil. From the judaism point of view it can be said that jews are the chosen people which is why God allows them to rule so much over the goyim. I find myself wondering weather the chosen race principle could in fact be true and relate to my long held belief that most people are muppets without analitical minds. Master/Slave philosophy on ethics from Nietche are strongly related to thic concept. There are two competing ideas..(master/Slave) ethics. Its not until you empathise with the position of the master you realise how property rights and libertarian ideas become dominant in the masters ethics and a hatred of redistributing the wealth becomes imoral. Are we living in a world where perception and truth are variable depending on your perception and point of view?. Such a hypothosis would possibly rule out a God existing at all. I now realise how shallow my theology education was and how perhaps i have focused too much on islam for personal reasons related to my psyche. Am i having a crisis of faith or just a new way of understanding religion? Could the arch enemy Judaism be the true religion of God? Could Freud be correct with his pschoanalasis theory or was he simply trying to corrupt society? I find myself in the posision where i must choose between two opposites...Judaism and Islam. If i choose Judaism it means my predudices towards zionist jews where a projection of my own qualities onto jews. At the same time i cant but disslike many jews for their abrasive nature whilst at the same time having to admit im as abrasive as they come. Ive always hated the fact that i see jewish qualitys in my charecture. Am i going through a 180 degree perception shift where jews become good and muslims become bad? Why the hell does God allow such tallented manipulators to rule? Is it because like myself they see objectivly? Does the outcome really justify the means in Gods eye? Do jews have the ability to shut off the christian ideal of self righteousness when it comes to methods of ruling? In other words: Are you prepared to go to hell to save the world and is this why god chooses the jews? Are ethics within the intention and the soul and not in the action as i have always thought? Where do i go from here? If Judaism is the truth then my hostility to zionism is simply a reflection of a fight in my sub concious. to finalise: From the position of Judaism Islam is understandably evil. And From the position Of Islam Judaism is understandably evil. Only one can be true and only one can be evil. I must choose which one is which knowing that one of the two is disguised as good but is evil. A hard choice indeed knowing that the consequense is hell if you pick the wrong one. Am i a master or am i a slave as frederiche nieche might say.