For The First Time

For the first time i can see myself able to rationalise and empathise with the political positions of the zionists. Does that make me one of them? No, Im not ever going to be a zionist in todays sense of the word. Todays Stuborn One State Israel policy is suicidal for everyone. What i can say is that i am starting to realise that the world is much more complex than i gave it credit for. As Michael Portilo taught me....Dont judge until you are prepared to use your brain to provide a better solution than the one on offer. Jews are not as i have previously believed a (Add a whole list of explitives here). They are simply on the opposite end of a spectrum trying like everyone to keep thier community alive in a tribalist world. Many jews are very nationalistic and tribalistic and even racist. And also many are fixated on elite jewish blood line theory which was invented in the last century only by rothschild to justify the new jewish state. I will never agree with people who believe in an elite ethnic race. Black white, rich , poor, the fact is we are all unique in charecture, beliefs, intellectual ability etc. Labels are our own invention to feel superiour over anouther. The jewish religion teaches the seven noahide laws. If you obey the seven noahide laws (which are islamic too) you are a righteous person and will go to heaven. This was the original jewish torah teaching as many rabbis will testify to on youtube. It is only us people who split the world into lables. When we see armageddon it wont be all the people from one specific label ie jews, christians muslims rising to heaven. It will be all the people who God choses as his people. That will be some jews, some muslims, some christians etc etc....

On the noahide laws i cant fault the practicing jews. I myself dont practice any religion which is why i avoid calling myself anything. Im ill diciplined and technically i dont believe i would go to heaven if i died today. I have always been more interested in learning what im going to believe in before i declare myself in the club which is why ive always hesitated at practicing islam. I cant say i believe something if i dont know what it is that im supposed to believe yet. To know what your supposed to believe i first need to study all the religions well. Ive already rulled out christianity and hinduism as irrational theology and the chinese cultures are just supersticion gone mad. The only remainding contendors for truth are islam and judaism and also buddism and god forbid...atheism. Ive always flirted with islam from time to time from a sub conscious need to be in a club and stop thinking so hard and also the fact that i was attracted to the monotheism principle. but i cant get over the fact that if i submitted to a certain theory now i would always have doubts unless i had read the other religions claims first and knew why my religion was theoretically superior.

I need to start learning judaism and get over my past association of judaism with a bunch of radical nationalists. I need to judge torah on what it says not what a bunch of ethnocentric jews say and do. Even if their was only one true jew left obeying torah and the other 99% of jews were all hell bound it should not stop you from adopting the theology of judaism as your religion if it is correct. This is the standard i always held others to when debating islam.

I need to find a rabbi to bombard with difficult questions. who NOSE maybe my nans big nose held an equal sized family secret. Even if my nan was ethnicly jewish i simplw dont belive in ethnicity and race. There is only one race and thats the human race.